first semester results

     laugh. laugh all u want. at least I am being honest with myself. now that is something u do not see regularly. I could not care less about what other people think.
     Alhamdulillah. He has finally granted what I wished for, that was, to pass all subjects which happened to be my main target for the whole examination. that was lame. I do not have to repeat any of the papers again so that I can focus on what I need to emphasize next semester. u know life is getting even more challenging and tougher there in the university.
     reminiscing the past. my English lecturer might be true. she once said that I am a language student type, because I loved to talk so much and then my essays got pretty lengthy (but they were actually 'empty') because of irrelevant points I gave. if that is the case then I want to be a novelist who writes fictions where I can express things I imagine. just saying. u see, what I am trying to clarify here is, it is easier for me to learn language instead of bullying myself with twisted yet complicated engineering calculations. it boggles my mind somehow, "what exactly am I doing in that technical university?". jiwa kacau.
     alright I need to stop. just want to add up posts in here because it has been a while since the last time. I am returning to Malacca tomorrow evening and my preparation is zero.