introduction to KMPh

     firstly I'd like to apologize. I ran out of time to post "Matric preparation III" which should be about my final preparation before I reported to KMPh. well not much. just shopped and packed everything that was necessary. but still not enough. and that's why I came back home. I'm grateful to be issued to a place that's very near to my house. Kuantan to Gambang takes approximately 20 minutes.

     I can say that it was the craziest orientation week I've ever went through so far. tak pernah lagi rasanya tahan mengantuk tahap kronik. just imagine. we had to wake up at paling lewat pun 4.00am. bathroom issue. then berkumpul at 5.00am. lambat denda. for those yang tak uzur ke surau. surau dia besar gila macam masjid. for those yang ehem-ehem terus ke dewan kuliah dengar tazkirah. as for me the whole week pergi dewan kuliah. kalau best sanggup tahan mata. kalau kurang manfaatkan masa dengan sebaiknya untuk produce tahi mata. tett. habis. breakfast. awkward gila. before this, in camp for instance, just ambil tray - beratur - ambil makanan - duduk - ngap. now ambil pinggan  - beratur - ambil je apa nak - beratur lagi - bayar - duduk - ngap. perut kenyang badan bulat. habis. then adalah aktiviti-aktiviti dia such as taklimat, ceramah and etc until 12.30pm. aku yang dulu putih mengalahkan mat salleh kena albino pun boleh hitam kena masak tengah panas. rest until 2.30pm. kerja aku merayap jelah with my ehem-ehemic friend sekitar area kolej tu. compound dia luas yang amat. boleh sesat anytime je. orang obesiti pun silap-silap haribulan boleh masuk Next Top Model. then sambung aktiviti blablabla. 5.00pm stop for riadah. err. riadahlah sangat. aku tak pernah tahu pun kena jemur tengah panas tu dianggap sebagai riadah. then 6.00pm (sometimes 6.30pm) get ready for Maghrib. macam tadilah. either surau or dewan kuliah. habis. pergi main hall for blablabla. habis. roll-call. 11.30pm light off.

     personally I was quite unsure of myself. boleh ke aku buat ni? boleh ke aku buat tu? boleh ke aku survive hidup kat sini? and macam-macam lagilah persoalan yang membuat aku keluh-kesah, resah-gelisah dan gundah-gulana. but after several talks, speeches and forums involving successful former students kat situ, aku rasa tak sabar nak start class and rasa tamak nak berjaya. err. tak salah kan? I do believe this, "berbekalkan doa dan restu ibu bapa, harapan dan impian yang tinggi, azam dan usaha yang berterusan, semua ini pasti akan mendapat keberkatan dan kerahmatan-Nya, Allah Yang Maha Esa." insya-Allah, kejayaan itu akan dikurniakan kepada kita. amin.

     so what now? I'll be going back to college on Sunday before 6.00pm. make a list, buy everything that's in the list, throw away the list. done.